patrick, this one's for you, dude.
Total size of music files on my computer: 6.58 GB. jesus christ, i need to get an external HD, stat!
The last CD I bought was: i bought the white stripes get behind me satan (which is a totally rad album title, by the way) for jamie a couple days back for our anniversary, but the last album i bought for myself was the new sleater kinney, the woods.
Song playing right now in iTunes: put on shuffle, it picks up superchunk 100,000 fireflies (magnetic fields cover).
Five songs I listen to a lot, or that mean a lot to me: *click to download all 5 in a zip file*
1. elliott smith -- independence day: if i had to pick only one song, i would choose this track as my own personal theme song any day. it is the song that invariably makes me somehow happy when i listen to it, that reminds me somehow that the “now” is transitory (for better or worse), and that life's beauty lies in potentialities... it is also from the disk (XO) that M_ was born to.
2. palace brothers -- werner's last blues to blokbuster: one of those songs that i inexplicably feel is somehow connected to me; that it expresses or exemplifies something about my self that i could never articulate in words. i'm really not trying to be vague, i just don't have the language to explain why i feel tied to this song, why it moves me. just listen, i guess.
3. neutral milk hotel -- holland, 1945: from one of my all-time-favorite albums, a song that somehow manages to rock *and* -- to my mind at least -- articulate something about humanity's sad penchant for destruction (and self-destruction) without being hopeless (the album it is from was written loosely based on the diary of anne frank, and WWII generally). when the song soars to its conclusion, i literally get chills (“and its so sad to see the world agree / that they'd rather see their faces filled with flies / oh when i want to keep white roses in their eyes”). wow.
4. pavement -- father to a sister of thought: by one of my favorite bands of all time, a song from their most ambitious and interesting album. like the palace bros. song above, i feel inexplicably connected to this song... by my request, a friend sent me this disk while i was living in cairo, egypt in 95, and so even when i hear the mournful, western-style slide guitar on this track in my mind i'm brought back to the sights/sounds/smells of cairo. the song both embodies an age of my life, and something in me that longs for escape and wide-open self-immolating nothingness (“i'm too much / i'm too much comforted here”).
5. the geraldine fibbers -- dragon lady: existed as my own private “theme song” for some time several years back. for me it collects the complexity of some of the conflicting emotional parts of myself and manages to epically combine them in one song... does that make sense? anger, disgust, sadness, resentment, hope, self-loathing and love -- the will to fight *and* flee existing simultaneously -- all of it balled up into one powerful, kick-your-ass song.
and, because i'm all about sharing the love, i'm tagging joel, claire, and brian. SO THERE.